I really wasn't Going to Post today

Dear Dilettante,

I really wasn't going to post today, I really was not!!  But, in the light of the moment and the day I thought I would let out some frustrations.

 Don't you hate it when you say something or do something and it goes over-looked and you are told your wrong in so many ways. But then when the person comes back to you to show you the correct way or and it is what you said in the first place.

Sometimes I just want to say FML and storm away like a bratty 2 year old (not that one would be cussing, but I guess with today's society and the teen pregnancies who knows what is really being taught to kids at home) 

Instead I grin and bear/bare (sp? Help!) it. I know I was right, and I guess at this moment whether the person chooses to acknowledge it or not does not matter.

I just hate the feeling of looking stupid in other people's eyes. But, maybe they do not want to admit I was right for odd reasons??? WHO knows, who cares, I am slowly getting over it.

Until next time, Bye Bye!

Great Day

Dear Dilettante,

I had  great time hanging with my bestie!!!!!! She really liked the gifts that I gave her. I made her a Good Luck Bracelete and a movie ahahahahhaah.

I'm really tired, but I just wanted to make an appearance.

Oh found out the Lemon Chicken was actually RAT!!!!!!! but it was a tasty rat. ahahahahah

I had a good ole time (^_^)

Planning an Adventure

Dear Dilettante,

I have not been out in a while, and so I am planning on hanging out with my BESTIE, THE BEST BESTIE ULTIMATELY IN THE  ENTIRE WORLD tomorrow. She is only back instate for a week, and then she is off to China! We are going to go the mall and then eat at Cafe' 101. I really cannot wait. I need to straighten my hair tonight and get some sleep. So I can be ready for the day. I have not been out in sooo long. I really cannot wait.

And!!!! Somebody needs to tell me why the new episode of House is delayed on HULU! I have been waiting all day to watch it. GRRRRR.... one of the few shows I watch, this is why I do not watch TV. (>_<)

...AND HE SAID, "LET THERE BE SOUND".

Dear Dilettante,

For some reason my sound came back early this morning. I am really happy and excited, even though I like my new speakers that like to work on an off. LOL. Planning for the new school is going well so far, or at least I believe it is. I will need to start packing soon, or coming up with a list of things that I will need to bring, so I will not forget anythings. Lastly, I have started my individual summer studying. So, all in all, I am very content right now. I hope there are more of these days to come. (^_^)

By Day 2 Summer High Is OVer

Dear Dilettante,

CRAP! It is the second day of summer and I am bored as hell. I think I am going to find a movie to watch or something.

WHo knows I'm bored already. Maybe I need to dive into a good book and venture off into an alternative world. Diety knows that sleeping is not helping me, because then I am up all night. Which I will probably be again tonight (>_<)

Although, I did not sleep as much during the day as I did yesterday, or at least I do not think so.

I know I have been pigging out, (: P)

YEAA, that does not need to happen..

"'Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars"

Bye Bye,

Break

Dear Dilettante,

I will be takinga short break from blogging. I think until Tuesday after I fnish my tets. I have a lot to do. (>_<)

Having A Hard Time

Dear Dilettante,


I am having a hard time concentrating and focusing. I am watching Anderson Cooper. I cannot sleep. I really should be studying, but that is not the case.


I really want to do well on this final, but I cannot get myself to concentrate. I have a 76, only 4 or 3.5 points away from making a B.


I really want to do well.


GRRRRRR....why can i not get into the right mindset.


I will do it.


I will write more later.


I think I just need a really good sleep.


Then I will be able to get on track.

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Update: 7:33 AM

I really need to get started on my studying. My best friend gives me so much inspiration. She studies all the time and she is really focussed. I hope I develop thsoe same qualities.

My little sister was upset that I was not going to volunteer at her dissection thing, but it was too late for me to volunteer. She was silently crying, and I felt really bad. I did not know until the day before. So, I am going to join her and my other little one at lunch. That made her feel really happy.

I told her I would make cheeseburgers and french french fries with Soda.

Which made her very happy.

Actually both of them very happy.

P.S. I think there are birds living in my chimney. LOL